"The wicked in his proud ountenance does not seek God; God is in none of his thoughts... he has said in his heart, "I shall not be moved; I shall never be in adversity." He has said in his heart, "God has forgotten; He hides His face; He will never see."
Psalm 10:4,6,11
I often act as if God has left the control panel. As if I need to take things into my own hands (or maybe that's inaccurate, because I don't think I've ever loosened my grip on my little useless, imaginary toy controls.)
I act as if God is not involved. As if He has forgotten. As if He is, in a fit of Godly anger, righteous pique, turning away from me. Hidden His holy face from my unholiness.
As if He does not see.
This isn't a thought process I can allow myself to continue.
It cannot go on.
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